Tuesday, July 31, 2007

What To Write To Someone Who Had A Baby

Watcher, after a sleepless night ...



I get home from the night.
I am a little tense.
I do a fast lap on the computer.
I have not sleep.
I try to put a DVD in the player.
Crashes and vex me to restart.
are now ten.
Finally, you can unlock and start, "Saturno Contro". Another time!
... But then I am a masochist! ...

Cicitto in those days was a little depressed, because of work ...
... And if there was qulcos'altro? ...
What would become of me?! Without him I do not stand for a moment: I need his presence, his scent, his skin, all his paranoia that make me angry, his eyes, his skin, his fears ..... its LOVE!

I opened a bottle of Bacardi Breezer ... and I was kidnapped from the movie.
are now nearly eleven and still not get to sleep.

I think of Tweety and sorrow for the loss of Mariolino ... Maybe I'm just tired, maybe I have to go to sleep ...

My Love, do not give up!

you all a hug. You, Sal.

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Multiblication Table 100 X 100

... The warmth and lightness ....


What is happening to me ...

I just finished watching "Saturno contro" , a terrible and beautiful movie.
I did my usual tirade of tears, thinking "... and that happening to me ...?!"

Once again I realize how much love my Cicitto ... and if he was missing ... what would become of me?!

As in any relationship, there are times when you are angry for small things, it wants more ciu, in which one runs up to banality.
But there are also times when you look into my eyes and see the world that awaits you beyond the threshold of that look, in which other people disappear in ciu you realize that he is your reason to exist. Do you realize
absolutely LOVE and be loved in return.
you realize he is not alone in this world.

... then you forget and come back to see the nonsense, to get angry about little things, but ... awareness of not being alone, to love and be riamasto remains inside, giving warmth and a certain lightness ...

My Love, I will never stop repeating that I LOVE YOU!